Deviation Actions
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The death of a star
This piece has been sitting on my hard drive for months, I started it in June/July after the split of my relationship.
The intense emotions of the time triggered a powerful astral/dream sequence. They have been getting more intense ever since. Below is the event recorded moments after waking up.
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Holy moly I just had the most intense experience of the 'astral' realm than I have for years. Due to some intense emotions going on right now...I guess it has stirred something back in me.
I was suddenly awake in this van that I am sleeping in and see my dog walking towards me and think how the hell did he get in...because he is in the house next door. Then I suddenly went out of body but my energy was so dark/twisted and powerful and it tried to fly to see my ex partner. But as I was leaving the van I shot back down into my mind and went through the usual tunnel of light at warp speed and ended up being shot between dimensions and could hear people calling my voice. One of dimensions was full of blue stars and the other was pitch black.
I found myself being pulled to black and then I was just floating in an abyss. I couldn't see anything or visualise anything but what struck me was that my energy was soooo strong. When I put my hands together to pray I could feel intense magnetism and connectedness with myself...hmm cant think how to describe that right now....maybe a painting will help. Basically even though I was alone and in the dark I was calm and could see everything would be fine.
I did cut the experience short though just because I didn't want to be there while in this vulnerable state, but it was so hard to get back to waking consciousness. I remember on re-entry my bodys breathing was out of sync slightly but kicked back in once I was fully awake.
Now that I am alone I can just fire up the laptop to record my experiences fresh from the brain. I feel so awake right now, this was definitely a big deal. Hmmm more soon!
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Looking at this piece now, I just cant believe how dark the past few months have been...and I don't actually see the end in sight yet.
But I have been finding my center in these dark experiences, it wouldn't have been for nothing if I record what I do and reach a positive conclusion eventually.
Thanks for looking/reading!
